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| i haven't reallii go online for like a realliii realliii long time...hahhah.... me soo lazzyy..... the break went by hellahh fast... i felt like i didn't accomplish anything at all.. hahha... i had all the plans before the break starts and planned all out that what i should do everyday...but i guess it didn't work.. but moreover... i got even lazierrrrr than ever.... hahah... there's not much going on w/ me these dayzz...hahha... cuzzz i'm always the same and boring person.. hahah... not exactly nuthing happened... heheh... on Feb.20., which was the last last sunday.... the house across my house was on fire... i didn't realized until the fire trucks came.. hehhe... i should've known right when the fire begins cuzz couple hours before they came i smell smoke...but that time i thought that someone's having a BBQ or something... how stupid of me.... i felt soooo bad for our neighbor... good thing no one was home at that time... but then the lady of the house came back the next day with her 4 or 5 year old daughter and they just burst out tears when they saw their house... awwhhh...  .... how sad.... man... just can't imgine those ppl w/out homes and stuff.... but everything's alright now... one thing i found from this experience was that the fire fighters are helllahhh brave and responsible... they waited for them to come home like at around 1 something that night... wow... and the next day.. i guess that lady called.. and they came to help them to put like a temporary door back and kinda use stuff to cover their broken windows.... heheh... those fire fighters are helllaahhh KOOOLL.. hahah.. wouldn't it be nice to haave one as a bf... hahha... or even a gf (for guyssss who are reading this.. and who may also wanted a BUFF gf)...hhahah.. j/k..... oh yahhh... one happy thing that i should talk about is last friday....me and ms.le and bunch of other girls went to dim sum at jade garden.. it was fun.... hahah... one funnyyy thing was that me and yingfen went there hellahh early (cuzz she said we might not get the seat if we go there late... so i just went with her... nuthing to do anywayzz.. hehehe).... and we waiteddd for helllaahhh long for others to come..... and we kindahhh start eating two hours after we've arrive there... how dumbbbb... man.... good that i was not that hungry.. or else... i'll just go after her and be like screaming at her for the rest of the day.. hahahha.... it was fun... but then too bad helen and paula didn't stay for long.. they just came and left..... heheh.. oh well.. maybe next time.. there's always next time... and next time... i'm not going there early again... ain't going to be dat stupid.. hehehhe... and sunday.. was supposed to be a relaxing day for me.... since i did (part of the) housework on saturday... i thought finallly i could go shopping for once... but nooooo... my sister change her mind cuzzz she said she was toooo tired... dammit... so close.... next time.... i'll keep her awake so she can't have this excuse again.. hahah... i'm good at bugging ppl.. hahahh... ppl just can't fall asleep on me...... hahaha.... i'm sooo evill........ man... i better stop here to else i'll bore you guys with this crap......this is like the longest entry i've ever posted.... except those song lyrics and those poems.. .hahhaha.... okai okai... i'll stop here........ noo... here...... :) | | |
| oh yahhh.. one more thing... HAAPPPYYY CHINESE NEWWW YEARR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
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| heheh... everything seems to be alright these dayss... nothing special.. and nothing bad... which is good.. hahhaha... but i gotta mention this funniii thing about my friend... hahah... jennilyn's sooo funniii.. she didn't go to school today.. so i called her up and ask why... and what surprised me the most and cracks me up the most was that she said the reason she didn't go to school was she got a PImPLe somewhere on her face.... and she's all stress about it.. hahah... man... she's soo funniii.... and she also said she won't go to school tomorrow cuzz she don't think her bigass PImPLe would go away... hahah.... man... can't she just chill.. its just a lil thing... and she makes it like its a big deal... hahah... i told her it will be fine.. but she kept on telling me how big it is and how she can't stand going out. .hahhaha... she better be going to central tomorrow cuzz i don't want to go there alone... i'll be all lonely and stuff.. even though people there are reaaliii realliii nice.. but then i needed her... hheheh... i'm gonna call her tomorrow and hopefully can convince her to go with me.. hahah... and her pimple better go away tomorroww.. or else.. MUUUAAHHH... i'll kill the hell out of it.. hahha... nah... its on her face.. what can i do?!?.. hahah... its so funnii that i could type so much about my friend's pimple.. but this is realliii realiii funnii... and paul.... agree with me too.. hehe.. right?... hahaha... and one more thing.. found out my SAT score on last friday.. did helllahh bad.. only got 940... sigh... well... can't expect a high score without studying... hahah... oh well.. i'll work hard for the next one.. the one on fall... oh well.. the old SAT don't count for us anywaysss.. so.. yahh... i'll stop talking now.. hahah... PAyeCe!
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| "letting go" by unknown
To "let go" does not mean to stop caring. It means I can't do it for someone else. To "let go" is not to cut myself off. It's the realization that I can't control another. To "let go" is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To "let go" is not to try to change or blame another. It's to make the most of myself. To "let go" is not to care for, but to care about. To "let go" is not to fix, but to be supportive. To "let go" is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To "let go" is not to be in the middle, arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own destinies. To "let go" is not to deny, but to accept. To "let go" is not to nag, scold, or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To "let go" is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherich myself in it. To "let go" is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future. To "let go" is to fear less and to love more.
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